I was asked in a recent job interview, “What’s a major decision you would like another go on?”
I answered that I wouldn’t change anything. Every choice I’ve made in my life has led me to the point I’m at now. And I like my life now.
“But,” I went on, “If I HAD to choose, I would have studied literature instead of ecology.”
This is a regret I’ve had for a long time, that I missed my chance to dedicate massive amounts of time to consuming and discussing books with smart people who cared.
At 20 I was not self-aware. I didn’t know myself well enough in my college years to study the thing I love most. Reading was like eating to me — it was not optional — and so I was oblivious to the fact that literature was a passion and not a basic necessity.
But, as I said in my interview, my life would have taken a different turn had I chosen the literary path. I would not be married to my husband. I would not have my children. I would not have the dream job I now have.
Thankfully, to stand in for those classes I did not take, there is the New Yorker: Fiction podcast. Hosted by New Yorker fiction editor Deborah Treisman, this podcast highlights the best of the best of the short story. Each month an esteemed writer chooses a story from the archives of The New Yorker, reads it aloud, and then discusses it with editor Deborah Triesman. The discussions help sate the cravings of my literature-degree daydream: Triesman and the reading-writer contemplate what makes it a good story, they examine craftsmanship, they attempt to tease out meaning, and –- most importantly for writers -– their dialogues provide insight into the mind and inclinations of a high-quality fiction editor.
I’ve been binging on New Yorker podcast stories lately, re-listening to ones that struck me hard the first time around, and want to share my favorite six with you. I love these not only for the stories themselves, but for the conversations around them as well:
- Shirley Jackson’s “The Lottery,” read by A. M. Homes. Aired Nov 12, 2008.
- Carson McCullers’s “The Jockey,” read by Karen Russell. Aired Jan 14, 2010.
- Raymond Carver’s “Chef’s House,” read by David Means. Aired Oct 15, 2010.
- John Cheever’s “The Swimmer,” read by Anne Enright. Aired Feb 17, 2011.
- Nadine Gordimer’s “City Lovers,” read by Tessa Hadley. Aired Sep 05, 2012.
- Elizabeth Taylor’s “The Letter Writers,” read by Paul Theroux. Aired Jan 03, 2014.
Enjoy!
Reblogged this on Phil the Pill: Winter 2015 and commented:
I like to check in on a friend I knew briefly in the NRV and her blog, which has really taken off. Her reflections on her choices as a college student are particularly interesting here.
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The list in on my playlist! Thanks for introducing me to a new podcast
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First things first, I love the blog name. I have to, I had the exact same name for my private blog on blogger 7 years ago. It’s been untouched for a while, but the name still resonates.
Secondly, I’m glad I stumbled upon this gem. Short stories are risky business in my opinion. I usually stick to safer choices like O’ Henry or Guy de Maupassant. I’ll definitely give the podcast a go.
Thanks
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This is an amazing blog and I relate to the subject matter greatly! I am 23 and a recent college graduate. It took me 5 and 1/2 years, 2 different colleges, and 3 majors to finally buckle down and graduate. I have always loved writing, but never thought of pursuing it as a major or career path because it was just for fun. Now that I have had time to do the things I love, I have found that reading and writing is a passion of mine and I wish I had realized this when I was still in school. After reading this post, I realized that not all writers went to school specifically for writing. My journey has many turns and I am grateful that I arrived at a bend in the road that I feel love for! I also felt better when I saw that you didn’t regret anything because you wouldn’t have your husband or children. It has really helped me rethink my regret and be more grateful instead. Thank you so much for this post!!
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