The meloncholies have wormed in. Clouds settled in on Sunday. Rain fell all day yesterday. Today is the third gray day in a row. Greens in the garden are electric against the dark sky, and I keep telling myself the rain slakes the thirst of my plants, and that they’ll burst with new leaves and flowers after all this wet, but I personally need the sun to come out. I’ve realized that I’m okay with cold weather, but I don’t handle grey, flat light well at all. I need the gold of sunshine.
Yesterday I had a great swim and watched some of the Giro d’Italia while I lift weights in our basement. After that, though, I spent the rest of the day on the couch finishing The Iliad and napping while rain dripped outside. I decided I like The Odyssey better. The Iliad is tediously repetitive; it could have been about half as long as it is. “And Zeus got pissed, and his vanity was wounded, and then Athena got mad, and so did Hera, and then Poseidon didn’t want to be left out, so he stirred shit up, too, and then they all said, ‘We don’t meddle in human affairs,’ even though that’s all they do, and then Hector killed such and such, and such and such, when his spear pierced them next to the nipple.” It frequently reminded me of all the begats in the Bible, except listing all the kills, and all the whining of the gods and men, and all the boats the Greeks brought. And then repeating that all over and over again, except the enumeration of the Greeks’ boats, that was only in the beginning.
It’s possible The Iliad contributed to my meloncholy. I’ll find something more my taste to read next.
I came to a café today to get out of the house so I’m not just looking out the window waiting for the rain to stop. I didn’t think I’d feel like blogging, but I brought my laptop just in case. The hiss of the espresso machine, the clatter of crockery, and the vibrant sound of laughter and conversation inspired me to get it out and check the prompts in my blog’s dashboard to see if any of them would spark anything. And here I am, blogging. Blogging often makes me feel better.
Plus the caffeine is kicking in. The caffeine is definitely helping perk me up. As did the delicious scone. My taste buds are satisfied, and it’s lively in here with lots of people eating breakfast and chatting with each other. That all feels good.
After this, I’m going to take myself on a date to an antique shop, just for something fun and different, and then take my husband on a lunch date. Maybe all of that will burn off the grey drizzles I’m feeling. If not, I’ll just ride them out and know they’ll eventually end, as rainy days and cold weather generally do.









